Insidiousness
What is more insidious, the murder of Jews at the hand of the
inquisition, pogroms, the ovens of the holocaust and at the hands of muslim
terrorists or the destruction of the Jewish soul, the insidiousness of psychological
persecution. Psychological persecution caused the forced conversion and
eventual walk away from the faith and trust of HaShem, resulting of the loss of
the Jewish soul and identity. The physical destruction of complete
families was a complete catastrophe, but a greater catastrophe is the loss of a
single Jewish soul let alone a complete family line through assimilation.
Today I am grateful for HaShem’s grace, for He redeemed me,
like He redeemed my forefathers out of Egypt; He became the shield of my
salvation, like He was to my Fathers Abraham, Yitzhak and Yaakov. He has done
so, so many times I can only be grateful and it’s my mission to teach as many
people as possible of HaShem’s greatness, compassion and love, that He looked
down on me through the generations that were lost to the faith, how my closest
ancestors hid their Jewishness and suppressed the memory of where we came from. HaShem brought us back to this time, this generation,
to rekindle the Jewish spark within me, He rekindled the special Jewish soul
within me. You see first he rescued me through Messiah Yeshua, when I
thought I was a just a gentile, He then proceeded to rescue me back from the
world, back to my family, back to the Jewish home, to restore my Jewish soul,
He returned to me a precious pearl found within the identity of my people.
Once again what is more insidious the murder of the Jewish
body or the murder of the Jewish soul? To me it is clear they are both
insidious but the murder of the Jewish soul is more gravely insidious, it
happened before and is still happening, my job is to stop it and to declare
that we are His people and without him we are lost forever. To reignite
the special spark of the Jewish soul, which he has gifted His people that is my
calling that is my mission and may He give the strength and the wisdom to fulfil
my mission.
